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Blame Yourself

by Ayman Elgadi

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1.
Life Changin 03:34
Lyrics: I’m the one you ought a watch for I ain't looking for no trouble man I love to kick it hardcore I got respect for all my brothers fam Give em what they want boy Put on my pants like any other man Ever since I was a sophomore My life been changing and Im loving it Smoking more than I did before My life been changing and I love it Taking shots of whiskey bout to go hard My life been changing and I love it In the nightclub flirting with the stars My life been changing and I love it Doing what I love up against the odds My life been changing and I love it yeah I be getting high daily! I ain't got a problem A charming man whiling! Gotta keep them ladies falling I pick the gorgeous ones, I feel her out from top to bottom I Lay her down, and get lost until tomorrow She’ll say a lot when you and her’ll split the bottle Ain't gotta spin the bottle make her kiss me cause she wanna Got this weed in my mind, liquor in my liver The Perfect mixture, take it in I’m feeling great nigga I’m Just a young a man out avoiding sirens On my own surviving been keeping my high rising Bred to be the finest, and I been on my rise climbing My heart and mind binded, homie I don’t stop Grinding Nobody crossing me cause how hard I be balling They falling, they bluffing soon as I call it going all in I’m up thinking night and morning Approach your woman with without warning Do as I desire as write this life story homie I’m the one you ought a watch for I ain't looking for no trouble man I love to kick it hardcore I got respect for all my brothers fam Give em what they want boy Put on my pants like any other man Ever since I was a sophomore My life been changing and Im loving it Smoking more than I did before My life been changing and I love it Taking shots of whiskey bout to go hard My life been changing and I love it In the nightclub flirting with the stars My life been changing and I love it Doing what I love up against the odds My life been changing and I love it yeah I’m the one you ought a watch for I ain't looking for no trouble man I love to kick it hardcore I got respect for all my brothers fam Give em what they want boy Put on my pants like any other man Ever since I was a sophomore My life been changing and Im loving it Smoking more than I did before My life been changing and I love it Taking shots of whiskey bout to go hard My life been changing and I love it In the nightclub flirting with the stars My life been changing and I love it Doing what I love up against the odds My life been changing and I love it yeah
2.
HeavyWeight 03:27
Now ain’t that right? I got heavyweight, I got heavyweight, I got heavyweight! Up in that ride, up in that ride! I got heavyweight, I got heavyweight, I got heavyweight! Now ain’t that right? Now ain’t that right? Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah! I’m droppin records! I, I’m spittin different man I make it for my homies, I got all my niggas trippin, yeah! We out here bumpin, speakers kickin while we whippin man They say I keep it real my nigga, I know the feelin, yeah! Witness a nigga that make the ground break Won’t bump no other rappers that’s downgrade I switch my flow up in outta town ways And then I brought your woman to the man cave! Focus on the kill then I detonate He wasn’t sure what I meant, let it resonate Too many niggas think they nice, till I set em straight Break a few records then I get away! Yeah life is what you make it! Y’all on that fake shit anyways? I dreamed to be a rap nigga To my dreams I dedicate I’m getting tired of buying weed, I might grow it on the low Just brought some liquor in, I’m bout to let it pour Just bought these trees, but I think I want some more Man, I hit up the dispensary like that shit is a grocery store Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah! I’m droppin records, I, I’m spittin different man I make it for my homies, I got all my niggas trippin, yeah! We out here bumpin, speakers kickin while we whippin man They say I keep it real my nigga, I know the feelin, yeah! I got heavyweight, I got heavyweight, I got heavyweight! Up in that ride, up in that ride! I got heavyweight, I got heavyweight, I got heavyweight! Now ain’t that right? Now ain’t that right? Witness a nigga thats gone get down too! Gettin fucked up when I go out, like a damn fool Been crazy getting shwazey in the damn school Lets hit these drinks, then lets get to round 2 Tryna get paid at all costs, Taking trips to the north for that jack frost Been a pyro since a child, with the matchbox Now I spit flames chasin plaques dog Yeah I smoke and drink, no time outs Good vibes is what I’m bout And proving all you niggas wrong Evertime that y’all doubt I’m getting tired of buying weed, I might grow it on the low Just brought some liquor in, I’m bout to let it pour Just bought these trees, but I think I want some more Man, I hit up the dispensary like that shit is a grocery store Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah! I’m droppin records! I, I’m spittin different man I make it for my homies, I got all my niggas trippin, yeah! We out here bumpin, speakers kickin while we whippin man They say I keep it real my nigga, I know the feelin, yeah! I got heavyweight, I got heavyweight, I got heavyweight! Up in that ride, up in that ride! I got heavyweight, I got heavyweight, I got heavyweight! Now ain’t that right? Now ain’t that right? Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah! Get down nigga! Get down nigga! Get down nigga!
3.
I Been 02:34
Lyrics: See I been raw before raw was real I been servin you niggas with mass appeal I been killin this game for too long, for some bitch ass niggas to look far beyond I only throw my fists if I feel threatened These niggas fighting with words, they aint no weapon I hear you changing your tone and what you reppin Fake souls hit a dead end This a ring you scared to step in, scared to step in Yeah Im me, the one and only My mind is my compass to life, know where im goin Been out here earning my stripes all by my lonely Aint nobody fuck with gadi cause im with the homies I know vatos They’ll fuck up your muchahos maaaan Hope you got some backup plans Ima get high to the max depth And I’m living it right till my last steps I’m going after all of the pie that’s left Soon as I see her give me the eye, that ass next Ima get high to the max depth And I’m living it right till my last steps I’m going after all of the pie that’s left Soon as I see her give me the eye, that ass next See I been raw before raw was real I been servin you niggas with mass appeal I been killin this game for too long, for some bitch ass niggas to look far beyond I only throw my fists if I feel threatened These niggas fighting with words, they aint no weapon I hear you changing your tone and what you reppin Fake souls hit a dead end This a ring you scared to step in, scared to step in This is a ring you scared to step in See I been raw before raw was real I been servin you niggas with mass appeal I been killin this game for too long, for some bitch ass niggas to look far beyond I only throw my fists if I feel threatened These niggas fighting with words, they aint no weapon I hear you changing your tone and what you reppin Fake souls hit a dead end This a ring you scared to step in, scared to step in
4.
Lifted 01:57
Lyrics: Ayy fuck the money we gone take it all We light the spliffs and we taking off I got that shit that be uplifting y’all Lets get lifted boy, we liftin off Ayy fuck the money we gone take it all We light the spliffs and we taking off I got that shit that be uplifting y’all Lets get lifted boy, we liftin off Potluck across the atlas Get high up as the mountains Get the fix and we out this Beats been on, I been bouncing Drunk from the fountain of youth with 2 ounces Back 2 back we live countless Squeaks from the mattress Tryna squeeze some fat asses Man, my voice the wand that make em bounce it My word is bond, my brain the counsel Just met a fine dime in a skimp outfit Bout to take her to a place less crowded You might catch me on the beach laid out, kid With a fine Goddess we made out, and I put that flower right on the platter, And ate it like some takeout dog Ayy fuck the money we gone take it all We light the spliffs and we taking off I got that shit that be uplifting y’all Lets get lifted boy, we liftin off Ayo I got that I chased my dream and then I caught that Control the flow, you know I got that I chased my dream and then I caught that Control the flow, you know I got that I chased my dream and then I caught Control the flow, you know I got that Chased my dream, and then I, and then I
5.
Cold Hearts 02:36
Lyrics: Sometimes the earth get cold Sometimes it shows, sometimes it doesn’t You need to know Cause when their hearts get cold You gone know later than you wanna know I stay ready, expect what I can’t expect My heart heavy, all these niggas went and lost respect Shit hit the fan, all them years invested done hit the deck Don’t duck for cover, take full fledge what I gotta get Lessons learned, I been burned by what fools suggest Let niggas take my boat for a turn I’m in a mess I had to clean it up, it’s my bad, my neglect Now I’m the one and only captain, when the sail is set A true blessing in disguise, put me in check Now I play harder than anybody prepare to bet My kindness ain’t weakness I’m flippin like they never guessed I laugh last nigga, and I always laugh the best These niggas got a fake smiles on they face Niggas got a bad heart in they chest Let niggas take what they wanna take My repercussions gone leave all these niggas in debt Oh you think you could runaway? I’ll get you later than you expect You may live to see another day But ima bring a quiet storm on your fuckin head They don’t know ill be back But I’ll be back like I never left And when they ask me to cut em slack I’ll respond with sorry nigga this is the end Sometimes the earth get cold Sometimes it shows, sometimes it doesn’t You need to know Cause when their hearts get cold You gone know later than you wanna know (x4)
6.
Build It 03:19
Lyrics: I swear im gonna make it out this One day we’ll be buying houses Living like we always wanted All we got is this moment All grown up, they say I found love today Picked my dream now it’s stuck until the grave Found no other way, but up up and away Pave the road along, toke up, time to blaze Make use of everyday that goes by You could watch as I go and create my whole life From my thoughts to the look, won’t play by the book Ima do whatever it takes to live right (Yeah) Same kid that you knew from the sand box Same kid blowing blunts in the back lot Same kid crusing puffing dodging mad cops Business moves, now I save my thoughts on a laptop Tryna live my life in a sick pad, tryna cop and drive me a sick drop Aint no way in hell ima live sad, jus wanna enjoy the clock tick tock My mic and my mind and im forever gone rock Be on the rise and its never gone stop Ima live a lifestyle that they said I could not Never listened to them now these niggas gone watch Yeah, watch me hustle till the day im free Find a way to win, I aint worried about me Need a crib surrounded by a bunch of palm trees Growing bomb weed, money coming top speed Dreaming since a youngster, since a youngster, since a youngster Dreaming since a youngster, since a youngster, since a youngster I swear im gonna make it out this Same kid used to wear them ripped up jeans Learned to use my mind, it spread my wings Switch it up, now we live like kings One day we’ll be buying houses Young man on a Dream chase im runnin Wake up, get my mind on the money Gotta make, gotta make something outta nothin Living like we always wanted Sippin and smoking on yachts, make moves I could have any girl I want to New place, new road No rules, lets cruise All we got is this moment Nothing more important than this right now Till it all goes down Watch me build it from the ground, watch me build it from the ground, watch me build it from the ground (X2)
7.
Dear Diary 03:04
Lyrics: I been up and down (Dear Diary) I was all out of luck until I found (My Dairy) So many smiles and some frowns (Dear Diary) Just know it all goes up after down in (My Dairy) Happiness goes all around I was happy then and now (My Diary) I’ma travel the world, making rounds (Dear Diary) But I’ll never forget the sweet sounds Of writing, (My Dairy) Walking down this road that I hope wont end I know I’ll make it big, I just don’t know when They keep on hating on me like I don’t know them That’s fine with me now, I don’t even want no friends I remember when we said that we was all gone win They acting soar losers seeing me go in Found out thoughts create reality, the light bulb hit I think understand why my life been like this I been up and down (Dear Diary) I was all out of luck until I found (My Dairy) So many smiles and some frowns (Dear Diary) Just know it all goes up after down in (My Dairy) Happiness goes all around (Dear Diary) I was happy then and now (My Diary) I’ma travel the world, making rounds (Dear Diary) But I’ll never forget the sweet sounds Of writing, (My Dairy) Winter came through, it left me heartbroken All frozen looking for heartwarming I’m All healed up now, its time to keep going Got my goal set in stone, and my path chosen Feeling real good like it all makes sense They all betrayed my trust, now I am straight focused No more going out, cause I got to take those risks What would you go through if you could live a life like this? Tropical days where the nights so bliss A place where nobody don’t like no stress A place where everybody just minds their biz A place where happiness is the only thing you give The more we give, the more we live I know ill do what it takes to get some more like this And I’ma be at work when all you did all you did The only thing on my mind, remember who, You, is I been up, I been down Was out of luck, until I found So many smiles, and frowns But I’ll never forget the sweet sounds Of writing my diary.
8.
Show Me Love 02:56
Lyrics: I got a bunch of liquor in the crib I aint trippin’ Got a bunch of women over and they all started sippin’ But what really made my day is that my dealer paid a visit Saw the crystals on the nugs jumped around started skippin’ We all like to get fucked up get twisted Bout to roll up, everybody come get with me Got my niggas in the cut and these girls all freaky Everybody looking for a nut, lets get busy! Faded on the low, come to the hideout Everybody getting fucked up at my house! Lets get faded I don’t know why we waiting Gotta do this while the night is young Get this fetti up! Cause we gone spend this fetti up! And we gone get this money, we gone spend some of it We gone show everybody love! I got my hands on you (You got that body, got that body) I’m tryna dance with you (You got that body, got that body) And we could do it all too (Girl you got it, girl you got it) I’ll take you to my bedroom Baby girl come show me love! (X2) I just met shawty, holding hands already Body heat and she freak under the sheets all sweaty Hot and heavy, From the front to the back she gone get it Seeing her naked, bet I got the whole world jealous Man she fucked me like she fell in love I kept the reefer rolling up And we aint drinking drinks from the sink This love and other drugs I’m Tryna smash in the bath And get some rub a dub I got my hands on that ass She got me going nuts Faded on the low, come to the hideout Everybody getting fucked up at my house! Lets get faded I don’t know why we waiting Gotta do this while the night is young Get this fetti up! Cause we gone spend this fetti up! And we gone get this money, we gone spend some of it We gone show everybody love! I got my hands on you (You got that body, got that body) I’m tryna dance with you (You got that body, got that body) And we could do it all too (Girl you got it, girl you got it) I’ll take you to my bedroom Baby girl come show me love! (X2) Show Me Love, Show Me Love, Show Me Love
9.
Pretty Lights - WayFaring Stranger Ft. LeAnn Rimes, Dr Ralph Stanley & Ayman Elgadi RE:GENERATION Re-Worked
10.
You Won't 03:45
You wont catch me rolling deep, i’m pulling up, only me You wont catch me holding heat, I wouldn’t use, it wasn’t me You wont catch me let it slide, switching sides, or making peace You wont see me on the prowl, talking loud, put you to sleep You wont catch me trusting you, busting moves, I wouldn’t leave You wont catch me or runaway, I ain’t afraid, of a little beef You wont catch me hanging out, on your block, or on your street So if you see me around, it’s a place, you shouldn’t be This rap shit changed up, they all switching lanes up I see a bunch of lames, wearing chains, claim they gangsta Im a bring the pain, I been holding on to anger Ima put you and your crew in grave danger I’ve seen friends turn to angels, family turn to strangers Rappers sell they soul in one day to be famous Welcome to the new school, where lies are the new truth They all in disguise, claiming that they got that new new Cooking coke on WorldStar, finger guns on YouTube I move smart nigga, cause I think crooks do I could smell your energy if you lookin for the joox I could also forget, the last step, that you took You wont catch me rolling deep, i’m pulling up, only me You wont catch me holding heat, I wouldn’t use, it wasn’t me You wont catch me let it slide, switching sides, or making peace You wont see me on the prowl, talking loud, put you to sleep You wont catch me trusting you, busting moves, I wouldn’t leave You wont catch me or runaway, I ain’t afraid, of a little beef You wont catch me hanging out, on your block, or on your street So if you see me around, it’s a place, you shouldn’t be How you out here jacking styles, claiming that you coined that Push you in a corner just to ask you where your boys at Insecure making noise not knowing we avoid that Sound off ill make you scream, while I watch you voice that If he bark before he bite we know that he was shook Niggas overcompensate and do it for the look Getting robbed by a BB Gun cause they don’t know book You just another tv thug that paid to be hood You better stay away like you should
Don’t complain like you could Some niggas out here, will blow your brains in the woods Remain understood, Maintain understood You just a fucking nice guy afraid to be good
11.
Lyrics: Make that trunk shake heavy Can’t pump my brakes, Im on this chase steady Break bread, Aint shit y’all could tell me, I Came ready And I aint have no one to help me I Pictured myself at the top while you dudes take selfies Change the game, fuck the refs Paved my way trace my steps No execs behind my desk Fail my way to success Pour my soul out till we all agree that im the best I wonder if life feels the same for all of us beneath our flesh Don’t mind being sober, when I’m high I’m refreshed Put my mind to the test, as I come correct Same bird looking for another nest Spirit of a man waiting to be expressed Co-creator Words brought to life without a label Building a dream to where no one can gaze through Expanding my reach to where no one can save you Enjoy these moments that I’m giving y’all under the table I put my life in these words, work my ass off dog I aint never ever turn my back on y’all I aint never ever turn my back on y’all Yeah, and I aint never ever turn my back on y’all (x2) Seen so much beauty in the world can’t forget it Explore and adventure the earth I’m young and reckless On trips smoking spliffs, I still stick to the method Cause I am who I am weather or not I’m accepted Mad niggas delusional got they minds twisted I’m far from the usual I keep mind lifted Drifted looking for signs, Sometimes I feel like I live in two worlds One in my head, One I get viewed from Win some loose none, always chuck the deuce up But keep my eyes peeled incase these niggas wanna do somethin’ Born to spit life some shit I cant resist On or off the list I got that audio fix I put my life in these words, work my ass off dog I aint never ever turn my back on y’all I aint never ever turn my back on y’all Yeah, and I aint never ever turn my back on y’all (x2)
12.
Ghetto (Akon Remix) (free) 02:23
Lyrics: I wake up thinking, how am I gone get it? Gotta be a better method and I’m getting sick of guessing Fucked up my credit killing records for no credit Putting up my own dough, so one day I’ll be a legend Still aint got enough after I counting all my blessings I know I could steal it from you, but I know that I know better Aint no way hell they gone get me in cell I got a story to tell and I keep on telling myself, Keep your head up, even when I aint doing so well I aint making bubble gum records for these labels to sell I hear Niggas act like I won’t pop If I had glock you’d be the first nigga I shot Stop the talk, aint tryna hear it Got no fear of disappearing You talking like you invincible, I know you nothing near it I keep a blade on me with little to say homie Staying low-key cause I know all these niggas phony Fans overlook me cause my name aint big DJs following the leader and I don’t play that shit Y’all need to, play my shit, and hear the way I spit The way I flip on the track, hear the game I kick I hit the road and aint look back Ran into walls and made it past Sticking to my path just hoping I stay on track Sold eights and quarters but that worked too slow This rap shit is mine; I can already see the day I blow Running low on dough and the Js to roll Writing to these beats is the only thing that I know If doors don’t open up, Ima kick down doors You better start buying my singles before I kick down yours Stay focused cause times get hard Weight of the world on my shoulders, I pray to GOD Pushing my limits, playing my cards Don’t like the way that I’m living Ima live large Seizing this chance before it’s gone I gotta make it soon, it’s been so long I made my mistakes I’ll make more I’m finding my own way on I’m finding my own way on Im making my own way dog I’m finding my own way on Im making my own way dog
13.
Cheesesteaks (Remix) (free) 02:35
Lyrics: On the track like Vinnie Paz, about to spaz out All these niggas spittin trash, lookin like the class clowns I been on a different path, doing my own math now Grew up in my parents house until I kicked my ass out My mind had a lot of pain, not a dollar to my name Working full time with only one foot in the game Watching rappers shame the stage Nobody go page for page Here to stay, watching all these weak links fade away I heard ‘em say, nigga, don’t quit your day job, I left work mid-shift praying it would pay off Held my tongue for too long, now nigga I’m the new boss Never killed a nigga cause all of them been too soft You wont take it as far as me; I don’t care who You are Get lost in your fucking dreams if you talk for too long Nursery rhyming ass niggas done prospered for too long No respect for you, because you never had me fooled dog I can’t help but see, a bitch in a jealous man Holding all your feelings in, until that drink up in your hands Go ahead and chase that pussy nigga, while I write these business plans World in my fucking hands, nigga fuck an undergrad I ain’t got no fucking class, puffing trees instead of class Dorm room living, on the sofa with some lovely grass Been there, done that, battled niggas and won that If Elgadi ain’t the best you could let me know, who want that? And y’all can take it how you want that If I can’t take you for your word, then what you good for? Your talk mean less & less, and yet I hear you speak more Fouling the Earth with your tongue you’re so deceitful If you don’t hear truth in my words, then what you hear fool? Evil in your doubt, I see your fear inside out Watch out, because there could be a couple liars in your house Don’t be scared to examine the facts that’s coming from they mouth See the world as whole not your account or amount You are who you are because of what you think about So, redefine your mind before you figure life out That’s deep shit, real meaning, salute to the infinite We believe in the same thing as long as it’s unlimited Anyone who paints these images with this vividness Can’t be compared among any one of you simpletons I control my mind and my thoughts, there’s no ignorance Destined to be the greatest of all, that’s some official shit Every move I make is gonna prove my differences Wasn’t welcome and I overstayed as a timid kid Now I know I could stab you in throat if I want to win And I look innocent so I know that I’m gonna win Peaceful within, play me? You gone with the wind It sounds like the grim reaper started calling again nigga!
14.
Lyrics: The same people shat on me say they helped me out Well, I didn’t need a fuckin thing so why you run your mouth? They try to put they hand out so you could give later These niggas screw you over claiming that they did you favors They all lure you in, with the lies and shit I was a fool to fall for it, made me wiser and Now I size em all up watch me rise again No more surprises cause I understand who to fight against That gold digging bitch just want to suck a dick You better get the prenup or she’ll take all your shit The best advice: take no advice Because people around you just want to see you fuck up your life Aint nothing cool about watching somebody fall Ready to score, heard the crowd, then I dropped the ball You try and play me now nigga and I’ma beat the charge No more handouts lil nigga I would rather starve I see the path clearly that I’m walking down I bout to build a mansion on some solid ground Stay out my way or you’ll get ran over No longer a man, I am a bulldozer I plan fast, I move slower Don’t trust these fake niggas, I just Jim Crow them The word nigga meant to distract us from our goals Don’t get offended by it there aint no truth to it bro I want the life, I want the car I’m on a plane getting far far far away from all of y’all (x2) Fakes posting real quotes Niggas acting real hoax Clowns & comedians, you niggas are the real jokes These dudes are actors that must of forgot their own notes Sensitive, emotional, hating ass grown folks Niggas slay their best friends Dap them like it ain't happen Smile in their boys face, turn around and like they ain't dap them I swear you dudes must be 80% female I’m on my lone shit because I pay attention to the details Niggas got friends, but they don't even like them So I stick to myself and avoid them snake biting Yeah, I see your sneak disses, you know I ain't frightened Say it to my face and get some hands that ain't typing You niggas are ass and I promise You ain't wiping Criticize everyone when you know you’re just like them Niggas took my style acting like they aint biting When it come to them battles I wont do no play fighting, Bitch! I want the life, I want the car I’m on a plane getting far far far away from all of y’all (x2)

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Blame Yourself Is A Visual Album That Can Be Watched Here:
www.youtube.com/watch?v=a4Z2O1pt2H4&list=PLzX1uShuJ3gFuAOk-CAtdvnNJrnfmcwR_

4 Free Remix Songs:
(Track #6) Drake - Pound Cake Remix :
aymanelgadi.bandcamp.com/track/pound-cake-drake-remix

(Track #9) Akon - Ghetto Remix :
aymanelgadi.bandcamp.com/track/ghetto-akon-remix

(Track #10) Vinnie Paz - Cheesesteaks Remix :
aymanelgadi.bandcamp.com/track/cheesesteaks-remix

(Track #11) Jay-Z - Dead Presidents Remix :
aymanelgadi.bandcamp.com/track/dead-presidents-remix

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released September 17, 2015

Songwriting & Vocals By Ayman Elgadi

Producers On The Album: Pinero Beats, Roca Beats, Stryder, SpacedOutDoonie, Canis Major, HH Solid Beats, Pretty Lights & Sourze.

Engineered By Angelo Quaglia At Northfire Recording Studio In Amherst, Massachusetts

Special Thank You To All My Fans, Supporters, Listeners & Anyone Who Has Given Me An Open Ear. This Is A Step In The Road For Me.

* WayFaring Stranger, Pound Cake, Ghetto, CheeseSteaks & Dead Presidents Are All Free DownLoads & Bonus Songs For The Album. No Money Will Ever Be Required For These Songs, They Are Available As Free DownLoads *

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If Beats Could Talk They Would Sound Like Me
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